This I Believe Essay

          I believe that everyone makes mistakes, but you have to be optimistic. When you get to the point where you're sitting in your room, not wanting to think about your insane family, your friends who you think hate you, or how how you never seem to get a good grade even though you try so hard, you only have one option; knowing things will get better.

          A few weeks ago, I decided to take the subway to school without my sister's help for the first time. Yes. This legitimately was a big deal for me. Mostly because I've lived in the same neighborhood all my life and barely know what street I live on, much less how to get to school. It's a problem. Anyway, I walked to the subway (ran, actually- I had to see Mr. Goldstein and was terrified that I'd be late) and ran down the steps. I knew exactly what to do- get the F or the G until you reach 4th Avenue 9th Street. But after I got on, something was wrong. It had been like five stops already! I stood there in anxious anticipation for about five minutes until I finally tapped a woman on the shoulder and asked if this train went to where I was going. "4th Avenue… 9th Street?" she said. I nodded. "That's in Brooklyn, honey. We're in Manhattan." I looked at her. "Oh." And bounded out of the train, sobbing. 

          After getting out, crying hysterically, watching hundreds of New Yorkers pass me by with strange looks of pity, I called everyone I knew until finally my friend picked up and I was directed back to Brooklyn. My point is, I didn't stop there. I asked the tired lady at the information desk how to get back and (after receiving an appalled glance) got on the train headed to M.S. 51. I was tear streaked and feeling not only tired but stupid. How did I make such a dumb mistake? But I realized. Everyone had stories like this. Some were much worse! This was what made me unique. Maybe a little absent minded, too, but my mistake showed me that I was really a New York City girl now. I could ride around on trains anywhere I wanted (even if it was by mistake). But it wasn't a mistake really, it showed me there was a world outside of what I knew. This kind of thing didn't just happen in books. There was a lot more for me to experience, and I wanted to. After my dramatic revelation, my friends were all excited to see me. They seemed to think I had died or something. But it made me feel better, and I eventually did get to see Mr. Goldstein (who told me I was really dumb) and finish all my homework on time.

          In conclusion, everybody makes mistakes. Not everyone is who you think they are. Accidents are adventures. Mishaps become stories. To live is not to dwell over past errors, but to think about how they serve you in the future.

Character Relationship

      In the book "The Curious Incident of The Dog in The Night-Time" which i'm almost finished with,   the main character Christopher and his father have a distant relationship.
      One reason why I think this is because they never discuss their feelings or emotions about any topic. After Christopher's mother's death, although they are both obviously troubled by it, they can never seem to get rid of the looming sadness it caused. I think they would be able to move on better if they talked about memories of her; or some other shared feeling about her to help them realize they could move past her death but still remember her.
      They also don't tell each other what's going on in their life. Communication is key in most relationships, and Christopher and his dad never seem to tell each other where they've been or what they've been doing. When Christopher goes out looking for clues as to who killed the neighbor's dog, he keeps it from his father. When he finds out about a secret about his father from one of his neighbors, he doesn't tell him that he knows.
      I think if Christopher and his dad; or anyone, is having trouble in their relationship, they should talk about it, because then at least you won't have to play the guessing game at what each other's thinking.

"Revolt Of The Evil Fairies" by Ted Poston

      Ted Poston illustrates themes of justice and determination in his short story "The Revolt of The Evil Fairies", about a young boy at a colored school in the early 1900s.

      Determination was shown when the protagonist and narrator, a young boy, wishes to be Prince Charming in his school play but can't because he is too dark skinned. He realizes this, but still he says "I went out for the Prince Charming role with all my heart." This goes to show not just that the protagonist feels a strong determination to obtain the role, but that he thinks there is a possibility things will change for his community, and that he will open up new opportunities for others.

      Another way determination was shown was when the protagonist said "If I had declaimed boldly in previous contests, I was matchless now. If I had bothered mama with rehearsals at home before, I pestered her to death this time." At this point, the protagonist will stop at nothing to be Prince Charming, and it shows how angry discrimination made him, which led to his desperation.

      The theme of justice came about after the play ends after being cast once again as the Head Evil Fairy. He becomes angry at Leonardius, the boy playing Prince Charming, and punches him onstage. Post play, he says "They wouldn't let me appear in the Grand Dramatic Offering at all next year. But I didn't care. I couldn't have been Prince Charming anyway." I think this shows the protagonist feels that although he never got to be Prince Charming, he defied discrimination and did himself and his school justice.

      All in all, after reading "The Revolt of The Evil Fairies" I can conclude that Ted Poston wrote about themes of determination and justice in his story. I think this story, although fiction, makes you realize how hard it was for anyone who was discriminated against, and how depressing it must have been to grow up feeling like you don't belong in your own hometown. I think "The Revolt of The Evil Fairies" is a great mentor text for writers and readers wanting to learn about that issue.